The Healing of Sarajevo

By Amber

Self Image Magazine The Connection Series

Look at a child and you are looking at the last piece of the Old World they haven’t managed to break yet. There is a spiritual law that the 13 Families have spent centuries trying to bury: The younger the child, the closer they are to the Creator. When a child enters this world, they are vibrating at a frequency we’ve forgotten. They haven’t been “Standardized” by a factory school; they haven’t been “Metered” by a debt-based bank; their blood hasn’t been turned into a petroleum byproduct by the apothecary. They are a direct, walking connection to the Divine. They don’t just believe in God; they know Him in every breath because they haven’t been taught to fear the “scarcity” of the grid.

To the “Capitalizers,” that purity isn’t a miracle. It’s a target.

The Sarajevo Safari: The Price of a Soul

​In the 1990s, the world was told a story about “ethnic conflict” in Bosnia. But if you look past the headlines, you see the demonic reality of the Sarajevo Safari.

​Wealthy “tourists”—the elite shadows of the 13-Family mindset—paid tens of thousands of dollars to be smuggled into the hills. They weren’t there for the view. They were there to hunt. They sat in the brush with high-powered rifles and looked through scopes at a city of Sovereigns.

​But there was a sick hierarchy to their game. Children were the most expensive kills.

Why would the people who own the world’s gold pay a premium to extinguish the life of a child? It wasn’t about territory. It was about the Frequency.

​The Harvest of Sovereignty

​The children of Bosnia were dangerous to the New World Order. They were raised in a culture that still remembered the “ancient ways”—the family table, the direct faith, the connection to the soil. They were the last remnants of a high-vibration humanity that hadn’t been fully “Enclosed.”

​By pulling the trigger on a child, the 13 Families were doing two things:

1. ​Murdering the Future: To kill the child is to ensure that the “New Tartaria” can never be rebuilt. You kill the architects of the future before they can even dream of a world without wires.
2. ​The Survival Imprint: For the ones who survived, the Safari was a ritual of mass-trauma. When you make a child a target, you aren’t just scaring them; you are physically re-wiring their nervous system into a permanent state of Survival Mode.

Once a child is forced into Survival Mode, that direct line to the Creator is severed. The brain drops from the frequency of Abundance to the frequency of Fear. If you grow up not knowing if you’ll be sniped while having coffee or walking to the store, you stop trusting God’s world. You start looking for a “Protector.” And that is exactly when the 13 Families step out of the shadows with their “Safety Trap,” offering you a cage in exchange for your life.

​The Trauma Meter

​While the world watched the “news” and debated “peace treaties,” the 13 Families were running a different calculation. Before the 1990s, Bosnia was part of a region that stood as a middle finger to the global central banking system. It was a place with its own industry, its own resources, and a people who weren’t yet fully “Metered” into the debt-trap.

​The headlines called it a “Civil War.” The Total Truth? It was a Foreclosure.

​The 13 Families cannot rule a Sovereign people. To own you, they first have to make you bankrupt. They needed a war in Bosnia for three cold, calculated reasons:

1. ​The Debt Hook: You can’t force a sovereign nation to take a billion-dollar loan from the IMF when their bridges are standing and their hospitals are full. But once the “Safari” and the shelling have turned the cities to rubble, the “Capitalizers” arrive as the saviors. They lend you the money to fix what they funded to be destroyed, and just like that, the land belongs to the Bank.
2. ​The Resource Enclosure: Bosnia is sitting on the real wealth of the Old World—timber, minerals, and the purest water in Europe. Under the smoke of “Ethnic Conflict,” the 13 Families quietly “privatized” these resources, buying the soil for pennies while the people were too busy burying their dead to read the contracts.
3. The Fragmentation: By shattering the country into tiny, traumatized fragments, they ensured the Balkans would be too busy looking at each other across a border to ever look up at the bankers.

​The Weaponized Neighbor

​The headlines told you it was a war of borders and religions, but the deeper hit was the War on Trust. To fully “Enclose” a people, they had to meter the human heart. They had to create a world where being “Seen” was a liability.

​Before the conflict, Sarajevo was a tapestry of integration. But when the architects of the conflict decided it was time to break the country, they used the media to pump a relentless, low-vibration frequency of fear into every home. Almost overnight, the glowing screens told the man across the hall that your existence was a threat to his survival.

​This is why they had to be so incredibly careful: the enemy wasn’t just a faceless soldier. The informant reporting your family’s movements might have been the woman you bought bread from for ten years. You had absolutely no one you could safely trust. When the 13 Families flip that switch, they force a human being into total isolation. Your connection to the community is violently severed, and you are forced to build a wall just to survive the night.

​The Wisdom of the Fortress

​If you grew up in those crosshairs, or if you have survived severe, targeted trauma in your own life, you learned to hide. You built a fortress around your heart.

The mainstream world might call this extreme privacy a flaw or a trauma response that needs to be “fixed.” But in the world of the Total Truth, we recognize it for what it is: Tactical Wisdom. Your privacy kept you alive. Your fortress protected the “High-Vibration” Sovereign inside of you when the world outside was actively trying to extinguish it. You learned that your energy and your story are not free commodities for everyone to consume.

​The Healing: Stepping Out of the Fortress

​The 13 Families want that trauma-loop to stay closed forever. They want you to stay totally isolated, because a world of disconnected, solitary fortresses is a world that is incredibly easy to rule. If they can make you confuse your physical safety with your spiritual freedom, they win.

​But true healing isn’t about living in a bunker. It is about learning the difference between what belongs to the Machine and what belongs to the Creator.

1. ​Guard the Data, Free the Soul: It is tactical wisdom to protect your demographics, your resources, and your private information from a system that wants to harvest them. But your soul is not a demographic. Your spirit, your faith, and your true Self Image were not meant to be locked in the dark. Do not let the trauma trick you into hiding your light.
2. ​The Courage to Trust—and Your Intuition: The most rebellious thing you can do against the 13 Families is to look at another human being and choose to trust them again. Yes, the media turned neighbors into enemies in the 90s, and they are still trying to do it to this day. But before you can take that risk, you have to repair the trust you have in yourself. Trauma scrambles your internal compass; it makes you second-guess your own gut. They want you ignoring your intuition because that quiet, Sovereign voice is the un-metered frequency of the Creator speaking directly to you. Trust your discernment. When your intuition tells you someone is safe, have the courage to take the risk of letting people in. We need to drop the drawbridge to rebuild the Sovereign connection.
3. Living in the Abundance: You no longer live in the Safari. You survived. Now, it is time to actually live. When you step out of the fortress and allow yourself to be truly seen by the right people, you break the frequency of fear. You return to the High-Vibration state of the child—aware of the world, but no longer terrified by it.
4. Starve the Fear Machine: The 13 Families own the glowing screens and the news cycles, but they do not own the silence. The most immediate way to repair your direct connection to the Creator is to cut off their supply line into your mind: Stop watching the news. The news is not there to inform you; it is a weapon designed exclusively to divide us and keep us in a state of terrified Survival Mode. If nobody tunes into their manufactured panic, their power over the Self Image evaporates. Make it a daily practice to disconnect from their digital noise. Go into stillness. Stand on the un-metered earth. Pray without the distraction of a screen in your pocket. When you shut off their megaphone of fear, the Sovereign voice of God becomes clear again.
   This perfectly completes the healing section. It gives them the internal work (trusting intuition), the external work (dropping the drawbridge for the right people), and the physical action (shutting off the news and stepping into God’s silence).

They metered the land, they targeted the children, and they poisoned the trust. But the cage door is wide open. It takes immense bravery to walk out of the fortress and trust your own soul again, but that is the only way we reclaim the Old World connection. Don’t let them keep your spirit in lockdown. Step out, and let the light back in.

I see the hurt in them. I see how that history has affected so much of the Bosnian culture today, leaving many unable to fully open up because they simply don’t know who they can or cannot trust. And I want to say this clearly: I completely understand that, because of my own trauma. When you have survived severe trauma, when your safety has been shattered, you learn to keep the gates locked. I know exactly why that fortress was built.

Author’s Note: The Reflection of the Heart

I didn’t write this just to give you a history lesson. I wrote this because my soul is tied to this land.
For as long as I can remember, I have been inexplicably drawn to watermills. They were always in my dreams as a child. I didn’t know why, but my mind was always visualizing these beautiful, wooden structures harnessing the natural, un-metered energy of the earth. When I finally saw pictures of the ancient watermills in Jajce, Bosnia, it stopped me in my tracks. It was like I had stepped straight into my own childhood dream. I was looking at the exact structures my spirit had been visualizing since I was a kid. I recognized this place in my soul long before I ever understood its history.

To me, Bosnia is naturally the most gorgeous country on this earth. But the real beauty isn’t just in the rivers and the mountains; it’s in the people.

I feel a profound, unbreakable connection to the Bosnian culture. As a Christian, I honor my temple by living a clean life—I don’t eat pork, I don’t drink alcohol, and I cannot eat seafood or fish. I am highly intentional about keeping my temple clean and high-vibration. When I look at the traditional Bosnian way of life, I see a reflection of my own values. It is a culture built on incredible hospitality, clean, hearty, earth-grown food, and a deep, ancestral respect for the community. I am in absolute awe of how they are able to come together—crossing lines of different religions and backgrounds—and still call each other family. They live in that world together, working side by side without hate. You can see the amazing hearts of the Bosnian people in their culture and in the profound dignity with which they carry themselves.

And that is exactly why the truth of what happened to them hits me so hard.
It breaks my heart to see how a culture so rich, so pure, and so deeply connected was targeted by the 13 Families. They took a beautiful, high-vibration people and forced them to build a fortress just to survive.

But I write this because I want them to know—and I want you to know—that the beauty of that culture wasn’t destroyed. The fortress did its job; it kept the Sovereign soul alive. And now, it’s time to drop the drawbridge, step out, and let the world see that beautiful reflection once again.